Episode 45

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4th Dec 2025

When Christmas Hurts: Grief During the Holidays

Christmas is supposed to be joyful—but what if your heart is breaking this season? In this deeply personal and faith-filled episode, Nina shares her story of losing her mother during the holidays and how grief, faith, anger, and healing collided in her walk with Christ.

This episode is for the woman who loves Jesus but is still hurting… for the one who feels guilty for grieving during the “season of joy”… and for anyone who needs permission to bring their broken heart to God just as it is.


Through Scripture, testimony, and Holy Spirit–led encouragement, you’ll be reminded that:


🦋 You can love Jesus deeply and still grieve deeply


🦋 Sorrow does not separate you from God


🦋 Emmanuel truly means God is with you—even in pain


🦋 Healing begins when we bring our grief to Christ instead of running from Him

If Christmas hurts this year, you are not alone—and you are deeply loved.


👉 Continue your healing journey with my book:


From Broken to Butterfly — available now on Amazon.

📧 For prayer requests or listener support:


ninapajonas@gmail.com

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Born To Be A Butterfly
Born to be a Butterfly is the go-to podcast for women ready to heal from trauma, break free from toxic relationships, and embrace their God-given identity. Hosted by Nina Pajonas—an author and speaker who has overcome immense challenges through faith—this podcast offers real conversations on overcoming shame, rebuilding confidence, and stepping into the life God created you for.

Each episode is filled with biblical encouragement, personal testimonies, and practical wisdom to help you renew your mind, strengthen your faith, and walk in freedom.

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Nina Pajonas

Nina Pajonas is an author, speaker, and podcast host dedicated to guiding women through seasons of healing and transformation. Drawing from personal experience, she combines authenticity with biblical wisdom to inspire lasting change.
She is the author of From Broken to Butterfly, her memoir of faith and renewal. Through her writing, speaking, and her podcast Born to be a Butterfly, Nina empowers women to release the weight of their past, embrace God’s truth, and walk in the freedom and purpose they were created for.